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Apr. 16th, 2006 @ 01:14 pm Don't I deserve a boyfriend?
Current Mood: enragedenraged
Current Music: "Walk Away" -Kelly Clarkson
First off, the going away party was a bust. I told Rose that we should postpone it but she didn't. Many people couldn't make it because they had Easter plans the next morning. So it was just Rose, Jade, their significant others, and their friends. Then me...the cheese stood alone. Well at least we celebrated Rosie's birthday.

After leaving Lucky's I decided to text someone. We shall call him Joe. I had a huge thing for Joe. Some would even say I stalked him for over a year. Joe decided to text me saying that his car broke down in Royal Oak. Being the friend that I am, I was truly concerned. Especially since Joe helped me with my car in the past. I was trying to figure out my next mode of action but the next couple of text messages pointed in another direction. The next messages were leaning towards a booty call. Never thought I, out of all people, could get actual booty calls. Apparently, Joe didn't know me as well as I thought he did. Well right before I reached home Joe called me. I could tell he was drinking at his friend's bachelor party. While on the phone with him I brought up a little thing called his girlfriend. Which his response was "what about her?" Um...yeah. Not gonna happen. It would be different if it wasn't serious relationship but they've been together for many years. I couldn't consciously do that to someone (well at least not at this point in my life). The sad thing was I thought he was the sweetest guy. I figured he never tried anything with me because of his relationship with his girlfriend but I guess I was wrong. My whole view of him did a 180. Now I think he's a jerk. Yeah he's a cute jerk but a jerk none the less. Part of me hopes that he didn't know what he was doing under the influence, but I don't think he was drinking that much.

I don't really understand how he had a bad girl impression of me. His coworkers knew I was a good girl and they've told me that. I guess he thought it was an act. I must have "slut: easy lay" written on my forehead. If he only knew...
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From:ivynova
Date:April 18th, 2006 09:47 pm (UTC)
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I doubt he thought you are a slut. It sounds to me like this guy was drunk, an asshole, wanted some sex, and knew how much you were interested in him.

It may be time to write "Caution: asshole" on this guy's head.